PLEJBOJEVA ZEČICA PILA JE VOTKU PO ČITAV DAN, A ONDA JE KISELINA POČELA DA JOJ NAGRIZA KOŽU: Ono što je doživela ni neprijatelju da poželiš (UZNEMIRUJUĆE)
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PLEJBOJEVA ZEČICA PILA JE VOTKU PO ČITAV DAN, A ONDA JE KISELINA POČELA DA JOJ NAGRIZA KOŽU: Ono što je doživela ni neprijatelju da poželiš (UZNEMIRUJUĆE)

Planeta -

Plejbojeva zečica Džesika Landon (37) pila je votku 24 sata dnevno dok kiselina iz urina nije počela da joj izjeda kožu.

Ona je bila zavisna od alkohola već u 26. godini, a tvrdila je da je zavisnost stekla jer je dadilja zlostavljala kada je imala samo pet godina.

"Pila sam u ‘ormanu’, daleko od pogleda drugih i to od samog početka. Retko bih pila na zabavama ili u javnosti. Alkohol je bio čarobni lek koji sam tražila, jedina stvar koja me mogla osloboditi nemira, panike i srama koji sam osećala iznutra”, ispričala je ona.

5 YEARS TODAY! ?? I posted this on my 2 yr but felt led to post this again with the hope that it reaches someone still suffering: - I’m posting this not to gross anybody out but to share my gratitude for where I am today compared to where I was on Jan 3rd 2014. W/ a blood staph infection, B.A.C of .503, conjunctivitis, weighed 78 lbs & every organ in my body including my heart & brain were failing. The right pic is the result of the acid from my urine eating away my skin because I had been lying in one spot for over a month. I was hemorrhaging out of every orifice because my blood was so thin from the amount of alcohol I was consuming. Only 6 months before this debacle I had a hemorrhagic stroke from falling over a railing that resulted in brain surgery. And there were never any drugs other than alcohol in my system. So when people talk about how innocuous alcohol is, I just laugh. It has taken brutal honesty, deep introspection and forgiveness of myself to build the life of recovery that I have today. I no longer want to numb or hurt myself and I may not love myself but I definitely don't hate myself anymore. If you've ever judged someone who had a substance abuse problem- just know they judged themselves even more. I have hopes that a picture like this can turn some of that judgement into compassion because it is hell on earth to be psychologically & physiologically addicted to something that you know is killing you, & even more emotionally injurious to those that love you. Whether you understand the disease of addiction or not; the reality is that it is one of the leading causes of death in this country so we need to at least try to understand it better. Those of you that knew about my gnarly spirals into the depths of insanity & somehow never stopped loving & rooting for me, YOU are my Heros. I can now pass that unconditional love & compassion onto the next suffering soul in my path. You created a ripple of kindness into the world that will be infinitely passed on. Im so grateful for God & for my friends & family who never stopped loving me. Thank you from the bottom of my❤️ Feel free to share to spread awareness about the abominable affects of alcoholism!

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Sa 19 godina počela je da se bavi modelingom i pozira za "Plejboj" i “Perfekt 10”. Kaže da je sa 24 počelo njeno koketiranje sa alkoholom. Došla je u stanje kada bi ležala na podu i nije mogla da ustane. Tada se dogodilo najgore. Ležala je i urinirala po sebi, a kiselina iz mokraće je počela da joj izjeda kožu.

"Ležala sam na podu, gotovo sam se napila do smrti. Bila sam nesposobna da ustanem i koristitim toalet jer sam bila preslaba i atrofirana pa sam mokrila po sebi više od mesec dana na istom mestu. To se dogodilo kada sam živela na tavanu bivšeg dečka. Bila sam sama. Kiselina je izjela moju kožu kod kukova i leđa, što je na kraju izazvalo infekciju krvnih zrnaca. Znala sam da ću brzo umreti i postala očajna. Nazvala sam bivšeg i molila za pomoć. Odmah se pojavio sledećeg jutra sa kolima hitne pomoći”, priseća se Džesika.

Zbog svega što je prošla sada Jessica pomaže drugima. Alkohol nije pila od 2014. godine.

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